This is the first time in my life I've missed home or just being around familiar faces and areas.
I can't wait till next year.
VCU here I come.
I'll holla...
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Nonetheless...
Sooo..I haven't talked to the "ex-factor" in 2weeks!!! YAY!!! I know its not much, but when you normally talk to someone everyday that feels like forever. Talking to one of the my good friends I told him, "Yea, I haven't talked to [him] in 1week in a half!" He shotted me down by saying, "1week and a half Laura? 1week and a HALF? Let's be serious. That is not long at all." Being me I began the cycle of excuses, so that I'll still feel proud of my very slow but steady progress. I guess I wasn't very convincing. Nonetheless...I miss him.
Quote: "The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." -anonymous
I'm going home this weekend!! Seven5 all day. Sadly I'm not driving so I won't have a car. Sometimes I hate going home. Only because I have to share my time with so many people and then people get upset when I can't spend time with them. I wish there were more hours in a day sometimes. [Ugh, except for when I'm at work.] Then there are the people that wanna kick it with me all day which hinders me from being able to see anyone else. You may be thinking, "Laura why don't you just bring them with you?" True, but some people just don't mix. My goal is to see at least two different people a day. I'll be there for 2 1/2 days. So that is approx. 5 people. Half of my friends will be at school. That eliminates alot of people, so I should be okay. Nonetheless...I love them all the same.
Quote: "The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart." -anonymous
Monday, March 9, 2009
Just a thought...
These [scars] I’ve got are apart of who I am. Take me or not.
I’m so done trying to be everything you want. Cause you aint worth it.
"Camouflage" -Brandy
I’m so done trying to be everything you want. Cause you aint worth it.
"Camouflage" -Brandy
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Mr. Black
DISCLAIMER: I decided that I didn't really want to drop names too much on my blog, so I'm going to give people nicknames.
I just got a text from Black and he inspired me to write this blog. Me and Black have been really good friends for about 4 years now. All I have ever wanted was to just feel important in his life. Like just to have some type of value. Not just another girl, but that is what I feel I have been. Like how many years do you have to know someone to be considered a really good friend or more? It's so funny because telling someone I love them is nothing to me. People have gotten offended by me saying it so freely, but I truly love everyone that I tell in one way or another. And to think someone that I have known for so many years feels so uncomfortable telling me he loves me. It's crazy to me. For the past two months I have really stopped caring about it. Like genuinley not caring at all. I feel like once you really have given something all you've got and it still hasn't worked out you give up on it. And then I feel like once you have truly given up and you really do not care about those people surprisingly those people always wanna show up all of sudden and act brand new. Perfect example: I have never recieved a gift from Black EVER, and all of a sudden I get a wallet and a coat for Valentine's Day!! Um? WHY? Excuse me Mr. Black, but do you feel like your losing me?...Because you are absolutley right.
So the moral of the story basically is people feel like they can treat other people like crap like they won't leave or something. Like they need them and then surprisingly when they get the picture they try to be nice, or get them back on track. Love the people that you have in your life right now. Don't love them when they stop caring, or want to leave.
P.S. Thank you Black the coat is fabulous!
Quote: If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. -Sir James M. Barrie
I just got a text from Black and he inspired me to write this blog. Me and Black have been really good friends for about 4 years now. All I have ever wanted was to just feel important in his life. Like just to have some type of value. Not just another girl, but that is what I feel I have been. Like how many years do you have to know someone to be considered a really good friend or more? It's so funny because telling someone I love them is nothing to me. People have gotten offended by me saying it so freely, but I truly love everyone that I tell in one way or another. And to think someone that I have known for so many years feels so uncomfortable telling me he loves me. It's crazy to me. For the past two months I have really stopped caring about it. Like genuinley not caring at all. I feel like once you really have given something all you've got and it still hasn't worked out you give up on it. And then I feel like once you have truly given up and you really do not care about those people surprisingly those people always wanna show up all of sudden and act brand new. Perfect example: I have never recieved a gift from Black EVER, and all of a sudden I get a wallet and a coat for Valentine's Day!! Um? WHY? Excuse me Mr. Black, but do you feel like your losing me?...Because you are absolutley right.
So the moral of the story basically is people feel like they can treat other people like crap like they won't leave or something. Like they need them and then surprisingly when they get the picture they try to be nice, or get them back on track. Love the people that you have in your life right now. Don't love them when they stop caring, or want to leave.
P.S. Thank you Black the coat is fabulous!
Quote: If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. -Sir James M. Barrie
Monday, March 2, 2009
Snow Day!!
So...I decided not to go to work today because its snowing!!! Yay and Nay. Yay because I hate work. Nay because my heat is broken in my car and there is no way I can go anywhere. Ugh. Whatever though I'm chillen. We all stayed home so we can just stay here staring at each other. My brother is hung over. Tabi is acting like she is from Mexico and never seen snow before. Hahaha. You should see her face.
Too bad I'll prolly still have to go to school. The dean is from like Maine or something, and unless there is a complete blizzard with power outages every where she is not going to close school. Ugh. Time to have some hot chocolate. I'll holla.
Quote: "Never say you'll do anything. Say you'll do everything" -Tyra Banks
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