Thursday, April 23, 2009

It gives you wings...

Blogging at work? Nah not really we don't have Internet in my area. So I decided to blog on paper. hehehehee. What a loser. It makes the time go by faster though. [Ugh I hate it here] I've been down lately. I need Jesus and a drink. Yea I know that's horrible, but I gotta keep it real at all times because if you don't then people will call you a hypocrite and you won't lead by example. You can't act like your holier than thou and everyday you've been at the top of the mountain. Today is a smooth day here. Busi-ness is slow. I have so much to do the rest of the week and weekend regarding school, my new gadget [the wii], and generally getting myself together. My mom is coming tomorrow. I really don't know how to feel about that, but we will see how it goes.
Ugh I hate feeling this way. It doesn't get any lonelier than this. I hate the ups and downs of my emotions, and when I think about what controls it makes me wanna barf.
Anywho what goes up must come down right? I guess...but I wish I could grow wings so I can stay up all the time. Red Bull?

...I'll Holla

I always find quotes around and sometimes they don't apply to my life, but I get epiphanies for other peoples lives. I read it and automatically think of the person it applies to. I found on today and you know who you are:

Quote: "Successful people don't have fewer problems. They have [just] determined that nothing will stop them from moving forward" "Gifted Hands" -Ben Carson
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1 comment:

  1. although i cannot stop you from being lonely. i will say that im always here;; im not sure how much less lonely you feel tho. lol